Praying for a Humble Boldness

As the team for the Dominican Republic gets closer to the departure date, I find myself praying more for things that I have never imagined I would ever be doing!! God is doing things that I never imagined impossible.

I find myself going over a vision in my head, playing it through time and time again, I guess trying to perfect it. But I believe God is telling me, This is something that is not in my control. How or why would I even think this?

I should be following the Holy Spirit!! Thanking God for these opportunities to share the things He has done in my life, Praying that if a moment does come when I am to speak on it, that He increases and I decrease!! Praying for others to see and/or hear that ONE thing Jesus created me for!! I've prayed in Jesus name to use me up, I asked for these things, and believe He is building me up for it, I'm sure I have missed many opportunities that Jesus has put right in front of me...I know I have!!

BUT....let me speak it into existence right now, when I grab ahold of these moments, WATCH OUT!!! I know what Jesus did on the cross, I know what Jesus did in many lives that were just like mine if not worse, and I'm raging inside with passion...I won't be ignorant in the WORD forever, I WILL accomplish what Jesus needs me to, to be the servant He has called me to be!!

And Jesus will get all the Glory!! I can only hope and pray that I glorify Him the way He deserves!!